Saturday, December 30, 2006

Proud Americans?

Last night, as I drove home from Greenville, I searched the van's radio dial to hear the last moments of USC's Liberty Bowl effort. I happened to stop on a station that had a caller describing how he was going to stay up all night so he doesn't miss the Saddam Hussein execution. He tried to rationalize his fervor for the hanging by saying he had a personal interest in it because he was a soldier or something like that.

There is never a reason to murder another person. Even if they did kill hundreds of people like Hussein or, as in the case of Jeffrey Dahmer, tried to make zombies and eat some pieces of the people he slaughtered, we should never celebrate murder. Most pro-capital punishment zealots are Christians who ignore everything that the bible preaches to them and vote to have their states maintain capital punishment laws. Just last week California and Florida had to put a moratorium on death sentences because they were botching lethal injections and missing the veins of prisoners, therefore causing long, painful deaths. I wonder how many people responded with, "Those murderers deserved to die slowly and painfully!" and had no idea why any of those people were on death row in the first place?

What kind of society do we live in where people laugh and joke of another person's death but yet still claim to be devoted to what ever religious philosophies they carry with them on a daily basis? It's strange how the European people try to save us and call out for us to think before we act, like with the Iraq invasion. Our response to help? Ignore and bully on. Remember "Freedom Fries"? Now we see how childish we acted when the world said how irrational it would be to bomb Baghdad. They cried out again about the execution of Hussein, but did we listen? No. I wake up this morning and see pictures of Saddam Hussein wrapped in a white shroud and bloody splotches around his neck. I should be proud of that?

"Thou shall not murder" is a commandment, but we try to alter it to, "Thou shall not murder, unless someone murders your loved ones, or if you just don't like the person accused." I look at it in a different way: "An eye for an eye makes everyone blind."

I had an art teacher in high school who said she was going to turn off all her lights and electricity that evening because Pee Wee Gaskins was going to be executed in the electric chair. I asked why, and she responded that she wanted him to get a little extra juice. Seeing that kind of mentality for blood is frightening and sickening. I remember watching a 9/11 tribute for the city of New York days after the catastrophe and Richard Gere came out and told the audience of firefighters, police officers, and rescue workers that we have to learn to forgive even if it is not that most popular sentiment at the time. They booed him and then said they would boycott his movies. Forgiveness, the same thing talked about in the bible and many religious texts, is the essence to living a life of morality, but we scorn it and take it for weakness. Jesus died for our sins, but our sins are much worse today than the ones he sacrificed himself for 2,005 years ago.

It doesn't take much imagination to think of what Jesus Christ's response to the Hussein execution, or to any execution for that matter, would be if he were alive today. However, if he did live today the way he would be treated would be horrendous. Our society would shun him for befriending Mary, a so-called prostitute, and tell him to shut up as we looped the noose around Hussein's neck just like we did to the religious leaders around the world today who tried to tell us what we were doing was wrong. Our historical record is shaping up to be one of bloodshed, egotism, and animal-like responsiveness as each day brings more to be sad and embarrassed about.

A few months ago a man went into a small Amish schoolhouse and took several young girls hostage. When the Amish men stormed the school to save their children, the man began shooting as many young Amish girls as he could. Several little, innocent souls were killed, and then the gunman killed himself. The Amish community was devastated and eventually tore down the little schoolhouse. Through all the anguish and sadness the Amish community then found it in their hearts to forgive the gunman.

Religious leaders ranked the Amish display of forgiveness after the schoolhouse shooting in Pennsylvania as the top story of the year.

"I believe the Amish people have practiced what their religious belief has dictated," said Imam Abdul Barghouti, president of Northern Nevada Muslim Community in Sparks. "I hope that the religious communities have learned from them that regardless how horrible the crime may be there is always space for forgiveness, knowing that god can only render absolute justice."

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

The First Part Last

The other day I read a part from a book that was amazingly beautiful. It made me stop and experience a wonderful epiphany of life and truth that still lingers with me today. It is from the first chapter of Angela Johnson's The First Part Last:

"So last week when it looked like Feather probably wasn't ever going to sleep through the night, I lay her on my stomach and breathed her in. My daughter is eleven days old.

And that sweet new baby smell...The smell of baby shampoo, formula, and my mom's perfume. It made me cry like I hadn't since I was a little kid.

It scared the hell out of me. Then, when Feather moved on my stomach like one of those mechanical dolls in the store windows at Christmas, the tears dried up. Like that.

Things have to change.

I've been thinking about it. Everything. And when Feather opens her eyes and looks at me, I already know there's change. But I figure if the world were really right, humans would live life backward and do the first part last. They'd be all knowing in the beginning and innocent in the end.

Then everybody could end their life on their momma or daddy's stomach in a warm room, waiting for the soft morning light."

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Unnatural

Our culture has become unnatural.

Just think if we lived outside of the chaotic industrial machine that enslaves most Americans now. Our lives would be spent with the ones we love, doing the things we love to do, and our minds would be free from the industrialization which imprisons our creativity. Screw the electronics that populate our lives; they are merely dangling carrots that enchant and distract us from the real hell our lives are becoming.

Creativity is needed now more than ever, but we are being conned into the cookie-cutter, shiny-plastic realm of fantasy life. If you are reading these words, then you are trapped too.

Let's plan our escape...